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I'm not really one for introspection. So this is weird for me.
I'm feeling a little useless. Like...there's nothing I can do. Not with Ollie, not with the Minch situation. I feel out of the loop.
I guess it's my own fault for getting myself messed up. The casts'll come off in about two weeks or so but I don't think that'll change anything. I think I've been at this school too long.
I hate this feeling. I'm so frustrated.
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Having Snake and Aran around is...weird. On one hand...It's very relieving to have colleagues on my level that I can relate to. On the other hand...they seem more interested in each other then they are in the three of us working as a team. I don't know if they don't take me seriously or what, but I don't think they realize that the three of us together would be a force to be reckoned with.
It sounds so childish to say I feel like a third wheel, but I know there are things they aren't telling me. Things that I could help with if they did tell me.
I sound like a kid whining about being left out. But...that's what's happening, isn't it? I can't expect them to trust me but I still feel brushed aside. I need to do something. I'm sick of sitting back and watching the two of them be big damn heroes while Minch is still getting away with shit.
I know that I am just as capable as either of them. Apparently they don't think so. They'd rather just mess around with each other and ignore that fact that there's someone else on their level more than willing to help solve the shit going on around here.
I really have been at this school too long.
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My offer to help work on your ship still stands.
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I thought it over and I think I'd like to hear what you kids have to say about Minch. I need to understand just what he's capable of. If you don't mind my intrusion, of course.
I'm feeling a little useless. Like...there's nothing I can do. Not with Ollie, not with the Minch situation. I feel out of the loop.
I guess it's my own fault for getting myself messed up. The casts'll come off in about two weeks or so but I don't think that'll change anything. I think I've been at this school too long.
I hate this feeling. I'm so frustrated.
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Having Snake and Aran around is...weird. On one hand...It's very relieving to have colleagues on my level that I can relate to. On the other hand...they seem more interested in each other then they are in the three of us working as a team. I don't know if they don't take me seriously or what, but I don't think they realize that the three of us together would be a force to be reckoned with.
It sounds so childish to say I feel like a third wheel, but I know there are things they aren't telling me. Things that I could help with if they did tell me.
I sound like a kid whining about being left out. But...that's what's happening, isn't it? I can't expect them to trust me but I still feel brushed aside. I need to do something. I'm sick of sitting back and watching the two of them be big damn heroes while Minch is still getting away with shit.
I know that I am just as capable as either of them. Apparently they don't think so. They'd rather just mess around with each other and ignore that fact that there's someone else on their level more than willing to help solve the shit going on around here.
I really have been at this school too long.
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My offer to help work on your ship still stands.
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I thought it over and I think I'd like to hear what you kids have to say about Minch. I need to understand just what he's capable of. If you don't mind my intrusion, of course.
[Private to Falcon]
I'm not stupid. You're bored.
So am I, so I'm doing something about it tomorrow night.
Got any plans?
Re: [Private to Falcon]
I'll bite. What's up?
Re: [Private to Falcon]
Or really amazing.
Infiltration of the Empire Porky Building. I'm sick of Porky spying on us all the time, and I know you are too. It's kind of sudden, but I got my hands on some good dirt and I think it's time for some payback. Blueprints. You interested?
Or.. grading papers sounds kind of cool too.
Re: [Private to Falcon]
Oh wait, except for the fact that half my limbs are broken. Seriously, you're asking me to infiltrate?
...Okay, what do you really want me to do?
Re: [Private to Falcon]
Re: [Private to Falcon]
I am NOT a chauffeur.
Re: [Private to Falcon]
What do you want to do?
You're injured but I know you're not helpless, as much as I like to make fun of you for that.
Re: [Private to Falcon]
I will, however, beat off Minch's goons with crutches, if I have to.
...I'll drive on one condition. You tell me everything you and Snake have been up to. I'm sick of being left in the dark about this stuff.
Re: [Private to Falcon]
.......... .... haha~ Oh~~~ Oh what little you do know.
My broken-ass gunship can't fly, no. But it can do other things. Miraculous things. How do you think I recovered so quickly from my first fight with Minch? Not to mention it does a great job of getting rid of hangovers
dear god why am I telling you this you'll be over all the time.Pfft. I might as well open a clinic at this rate. I should start charging. Do you already know where my broken POS hiding is or do you need me to walk you there?
Re: [Private to Falcon]
I'm on my way.