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[raced_god]

Things are better. Not fantastic, but better. It's going to work out. I miiiiight be a little optimistic but it's better than wallowing in self-pity.

I hate being incapacitated. Seriously, I haven't gotten myself this messed up in years. Looking forward to tomorrow night for the sole reason that I'll be able to get off my couch.

Had a lot of body work done on the car. A lot. It's still in pretty bad shape but I'm sure I can fix most of the internal problems on my own...with the help of a few aspiring technicians, of course. Speaking of which, Tails and Jeff, is Saturday all right? There are still plenty of repairs to do and I need all the assistance I can get (and I promise extra credit).

I miss racing and driving in general and it's only been a week.
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I'm glad you're feeling a little better. I was thinking too, that...maybe you should talk to your wife. Er...don't mention me. At all. I mean...just tell her you've been bothered, maybe? A little unhappy with how things have been going? I don't know.

Forget I said it. I should probably just not give advice at all.

You still need to talk, you know where to find me. I want to do everything I can. I mean, I can't give you...that...but really. I can't stand to see you like this, okay?
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I feel like I owe you an apology. I was a complete and total jackass and I'm sorry you had to get involved in all this shit. I'm...working on fixing things, if you couldn't tell. Dunno if that counts for anything in your book but I figured I should just throw that out there.

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[blondprodigy.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean about the itching, believe me... But hopefully I'll still be able to get a lot done! I'm looking forward to this. Thanks a bunch for the opportunity, Mr. Falcon.

[raced_god]

I'll be out in the parking lot working on it starting in the afternoon if you'd like to stop by. I think the three of us together should get a fair amount of work done.

[blondprodigy.livejournal.com]

Right! I have a few neat-looking spare parts lying around now... I'll bring them along on Saturday.

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[leadthemalong.livejournal.com]

I completely agree, my wife is going to find out eventually. Better I let her know myself than her to think I didn't tell her out of selfish gain.

But...the problem is I really don't know how to face her. I'm never good at that. I could kick myself for all the times I had to rely on buying her forgiveness.

Re: PRIVATE

[raced_god]

You should talk to her ASAP. Do you...uh...really think it's best to tell her everything though?

And you know you're welcome at the apartment if she kicks you out.

Re: PRIVATE

[leadthemalong.livejournal.com]

You're right, also I suppose not...What SHOULD I tell her?

God things have been so unbelievably awkward...but things will be better, I know it.

Re: PRIVATE

[raced_god]

You should...tell her thaaaaaat...

Uhm, I dunno. That you're unhappy? That you're worried about your marriage?

Just don't say that you're...kind of in love with a male coworker. That's a recipe for disaster.

Re: PRIVATE

[leadthemalong.livejournal.com]

I suppose so...I mean...what's the worst that can happen? 8D

...eheh...yeeeeeeeeeeah...

Re: PRIVATE

[raced_god]

She kicks you out and you have to come stay with me again. THE HORROR.

Right. Good luck.

Re: PRIVATE

[leadthemalong.livejournal.com]

I don't think she'll do that...Or more so I hope she's a little tired from last fight we had.