raced_god | Wherein Falcon recalls a funeral.

A day with everyone posting about death and then it all goes quiet.

You guys are depressing. Get pumped for the game, why don't you.
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Okay, I said I wasn't going to argue with you on Ionia's journal so I'm taking it here.

What was with that last night? Is everything okay?
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It's weird to see kids talk about death so openly. Funerals and cremations and donating bodies to science. What the fuck. How old are they?

I feel like when stupid writer's blocks like those pop up I should just ignore the journal network for a while because all I do is start thinking and then I end up depressing myself.

Unnecessary.

Not like Ollie or Ionia made things any better.

The news isn't helping either. All I'm hearing is reports about citywide blackouts and it's putting me on edge. There are no coincidences. Whatever's going on, it's not good. I've got a map taped down to my table all marked up in red. Programmed into Computer, too. Trying to find a pattern, I guess. I really must be bored. Paranoid. Both.

I hate this place sometimes.
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Apparently it's almost Valentine's Day too? Sometime I'm going to flip through my calendar and count all the marketing schemes that pass off as holidays.

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Look Doug, I know I screwed up. I... didn't mean to be so hard on her. I apologized yesterday but it sure didn't make me feel any better.

Look...don't beat around the bush.

What's wrong?

Recently? Nothing really, things have been fine. ~~I guess I just got carried away.~~ ~~I wasn't thinking.~~ ~~I was a little hurt even.~~ I really...uh, don't know to be honest.

Then...what was that outburst about?

That was really...unlike you.

It was? I would think I've snapped like that more often towards others.

...You flat-out told Ionia that everyone, including her, is going to die.

She's less than a year old. You could have been a little more tactful.

What did you want me to do!? I've seen enough of-

Look, just forget it. I told you what I did was completely wrong. Why are you repeating yourself?

Seen enough of what? What are you even talking about?

I'm...not repeating myself. I just want to know what's wrong.

Look you said you didn't want to argue on Ionia's journal, right?

Well I don't want to talk about this on your journal.

...Why do you always shut down like this?

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Shut down?

What do you mean?

Just...refuse to tell me what's going on.

If ~~I thought my reasoning and issues were important enough~~ I knew I would have told you months ago.

I don't understand what you're getting at.

I know we're not open people but I thought we could at least be open with each other.

You're right.

You're exactly right.

I guess... I just always feel uncomfortable doing these things on the network. ~~Why do I still do it though?~~

Where are you now? Do you want me to come over? Do you want to come to my place?

I'm at home. (I don't really think it would be wise to come over here to talk about it. Just because...)

I'll see if I can think up a reason to go over to your place. ~~........~~

Thank you, I don't mean to cause you (or anyone else for that matter) trouble.

Well, don't feel like you have to. It's pretty late. If worse comes to worse, just give me a call.

How about tomorrow then?

Sure. Whenever you want.

Oh, they stopped being afraid of us and we'll actually be doing something this weekend?

Yeah. All they did was postpone the game a week.

Wherein Falcon recalls a funeral.

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